Say it right, for its right.

Salam to all. Allahumma solli 'ala muhammad.
Kif hal ? Sihat ye smue ? Alhamdulillah.
p/s : to siape2 yang dtg dari France/UK (cam terkjut juge sbb tak pnah org bukak web ni dari situ) selamat datang dan dialu2kan - i smell someone familiar. welcome2 (tak nak singgah Egypt ke?) :).

Final exam bulan 5, jadual sudah keluar.

16/5 - Hadith Ahkam
20/5 - English
23/5 - Fiqh Perbandingan Mazhab (Fiqh Muqaran)
25/5 - Esei Fiqh Muqaran
27/5 - Ahwal Syakhsiah (Hal-ehwal Kekeluargaan)*mabruk* (tanpa sebarang niat)
30/5 - Usul Fiqh
01/6 - Esei Fiqh
03/6 - Fiqh
06/6 - Al-Quran

Kemudian baru Oral Exam (Imtihan Syafawi)
p/s : dakwatak arjuu (doamu kuharapkan).. doakan ye smue :).

-- habis bab exam --

Back to the topic. It's not related to any kind of songs (like you ever care). Maybe this is the last post before my exam, maybe. I put on this topic for ;

when people come to me and ask me a question that i don't know,
when my friends come to me and ask me to console them,
when people around me are putting everything on my head,
when people hate you,
when people think bad of you (like they always do),
when things go wrong,
when you need something you've lost,
when you deserve something valuable,
when and when ..

the answer is ..

Say it Right.

(Actually baru2 ni sembang2 dengan Luqman (form 1) dan dikatekan ayahnye baru operate di Tun Hussein On Eye Hospital. Kemudian macam2 soalan ditanye dan tak mampu nak jawap, kalau nak tau tanye die sendiri ya, kemudian jawap la dgn cara yg plg sesuai dengan keadaan dia.. insyaAllah sesuai kot)

From your words, lead to your deed, then your impression, then your expression, then your motivation, then your communication, then your reaction, then your and your and so on .. and lastly it will stop when it reaches your 'satisfaction' that relates to God's pleasure.

-- My last advice before exam --

One day, I attended one of 'kelas ilmiah' in Masjid Rab'ah. Dr Muhammad Imarah was giving the 'muhadarah' (class) about Orientalist. Many things learnt. But one thing that I remember till now, is when he was asked about something that will come up to his answer (like this kot) ;

" Ya akhi, Al-Imaanu toma'niinah, lau kunta fil jidaal aw fil khosm, hal anta fi toma'niinah ? "

(My friend, Al-Imaan (Faith) is serenity. If you got yourself involved in debate or retaliation (if it's tranlated right), did you feel the servenity ? (or maybe calmness)

I once heard from my closed friend (Rusydi), he said ;
"Sayid Qutb pernah berkata ; semenjak aku hidup di bawah bayangan Al-Quran, aku tidak pernah merasa risau/gelisah sedikit pun"

MasyaAllah, it really stroke my sense. When soul is combined with Imaan, then the real RIJAL will be made. Afterall, RIJAL is all about (infinite) IMAN + 100% SOUL. Not 20%, or even 90% .. it's a matter of totality + quality, not a matter of theory + philosophy.

Yesterday I slept at Junainah. You can see about Junainah in my friend's link ;
http://www.raqaiq.wordpress.com

I feel the serenity, calmness, and the most important, everything is glorifying (tasbih) to Allah. See the Surah Al-Israa' ayat 44 :

"The seven heavens and the earth and all that is therein, glorify Him and there is not a thing but glorifies His Praise, but you understand not their glorification"

Al-Quran is really a Mukjizat, and one of its great mukjizat is ;
Al-Quran always creates RIJAL - my friend (Rusydi)said from a quote of Amr Khaled.

We can feel the serenity, if we put ourselves in the flow of nature. That will make ourselves 'Rabbani'. Let's live with the nature, with tasbih and zikrullah to live in the shade of Al-Quran, and under the guardian of Allah.

(Idol among Prophets (exclude Muhammad s.a.w) for now is Dawud, and Idol among creatures is Bird and Mountain)

Surah Yunus ; ayat 62 ;
"No doubt! Verily the Awliyaa' of Allah, no fear shall come upon them nor shall they grieve."

Let's feel it, together.
Later I will put my pics at Junainah (Ism Tasghiir bagi Jannah). InsyaAllah.

It's good, as it always be good.

Khatirah dalam cinta

Salam.

Kif hal ? Kuwais ? Rasenye mungkin tajuk post ni pun dah mcm kontroversi. Takpe, sila baca seterusnya.

Saat ini baru pulang dari Medan Sa'ah, pergi ke Maktabah Andalus yang masyhur dan telah saya postkan sebelum ini mengenainya (Which blessings we dare to deny). Kali ini, Ustaz/Ammu Taha yang merupakan Manager/Pengarah maktabah tersebut telah berkata kepada saya pada hari Ahad lepas ... 

Ust. Taha : Indak tafsiir eyh fil beit ? (Kau ada tafsir apa kat rumah ?)

Saya : Ma'aya Zilal bass. (Aku ada Fi Zilal je)

Ust. Taha : Mesyi .. Tegi yaumal tsulatsa' (Okey, kalau camtu datang la hari Selasa)

Saya : Okey InsyaAllah.

----- pada hari ini (hari Selasa, hari kejadian) -----

Saya bertanya kepada pekerja-pekerja di situ. 

Saya : Fi Ammu Taha ? (Ada Pkck Taha tak?)

Pekerja 1 : Ta'aal ma'ay (Meh ikut aku)

Saya pun pergi ke dalam satu bangunan, dan nampak Ust Taha sedang macam membersih-bersihkan bilik stor (kot?) buku tu.

Ust Taha : Assalamualaikum, izayyak ? Akhbarak eih? (Ape kabar? Ape cite kau sekarang?)

*Itu adalah bahasa2 perbualan skema orang Mesir, walaupun kita dh ckp tamam atau alhamdulillah, kadang2 dia akan ulang juga soalan izayyak dan akhbarak eih)

Saya : Alhamdulillah tamam.

Ust Taha : Indak tafsir eih fil beit?Qurtubi walla Ibnu Katsir ?(Kau ada tafsir apa kat rumah? Qurtubi ke Ibn Katsir ?)

Saya : (soalan sama ye, lupe orang kot) Ma'ay Zilal bass. (Aku ada Fi Zilal je)

Ust Taha : Zilal kuwais, mesyi, indak kitab hadis eih fil beit ? (Zilal dah ckup bagus, okela, kau ada kitab hadis ape plak kat rumah?)

Saya : Musy ma'ay kitab hadis (Aku takda kitab hadis pun - yang dimaksudkan adalah sahih bukhari / muslim dsb)

Ust Taha : Mesyi, khud Sahih Muslim mesyi ? (Okelah, kalau camtu kau amik la Sahih Muslim ya?)

Saya : Mesyi (Oke)

Kemudian dia pun berkata kepada pekerjanya, amik satu set sahih muslim pastu bagi kat budak ini. Kemudian diberilah kitab itu padaku (9 jilid Sahih Muslim dengan Syarah Nawawi).

Saya : Dil hadiyah, bimunasibati eih ya ustz? (Hadiah ni sempena ape ustaz?)

Ust Taha : Fisy munasibah, asyan bahibbak bass. Bahibbak fillah. (Takda ape2 sempena apa pun, sebab aku sayang@cinta@suka kau je. Aku cinta kau kerana Allah)

Saya : (terkejut jap) Ahabbakallah. (Semoga Allah menyintaimu)

Buku Shahih Muslim - Syarah Imam Nawawi biasanya berharga 100 LE ke atas.

Alhamdulillah.

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Pulang ke rumah dengan bas. Dalam perjalanan terfikir-fikir peristiwa yang tak sampai 10 minit tadi. Teringat satu hadis Nabi s.a.w ;

Ada seorang arab berkata kepada Rasulullah s.a.w ; Ya Rasulallah s.a.w, aku mencintai seseorang.

Kemudian Rasulullah s.a.w menjawap ; adakah engkau sudah memberitahunya (bahawa engkau mencintainya) ?

Lelaki itu berkata : Tidak, aku belum memberitahunya lagi.

Rasulullah s.a.w jawap : Maka beritahulah padanya (yang engkau cintakan dia)

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Penzahiran cinta kita kepada seseorang merupakan suatu yang amat dituntut. (Cinta yang dimaksudkan adalah cinta kerana Allah dan syarie, kes-kes cinta luar syarak tidak termasuk dalam perbincangan ini).Cinta sudah pasti bukan hanya kata-kata, tetapi cinta yang benar akan mempunyai kesan-kesan dan tanda-tanda hadirnya cinta kepada yang dicintai.

Rasulullah s.a.w telah berkata :

Salinglah kamu memberi hadiah, sudah pasti kamu akan saling mencintai.

Hendakkah aku beritahu satu cara apabila kamu lakukannya kamu akan saling mencintai ? Sebarkanlah salam di antara kamu.

Benarlah Rasulullah s.a.w.

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Di manakah posisi kita sebagai pencinta ? Pernah menyebut atau membuktikan cinta kita kepada Allah s.w.t ? Sedangkan Allah s.w.t telah sejak azali menzahirkan kasih-sayangnya kepada kita dengan semua perkara ? Pernah menyebut dan membuktikan cinta kepada Nabi s.a.w ? seterusnya ibubapa keluarga dan sahabat-sahabat seperjuangan kerana Allah ?

Inilah dia .. antara nikmat yang kudapat rasai di bumi Anbiya' ini.

Tidaklah mampu dirasakan kecuali orang yang pernah rasa bumi tarbawi yang sungguh sarat dengan pengertian-pengertian kehidupan dan perjuangan.

It's good, from here to forever.

Salam.

From the ending to the beginning

Salam.
Kif hal ? Kuwais ?

The ending

Lately, I've been receiving sad news from friends, old and new. It's about death. Their parents, family members, and closed friends. Innalillahi wainna ilaihi rajiuun.

He who asks to die in martyrdom honestly, Allah will put him in the position of martyrdom even if he dies on his bed - Hadith

What kind of ending you want to die with ? Honour or Sorrow ? It's up to you. Let's find out and decide then we we pray together and strive to be in the position of syahadah when we face our death.

The death is enough for a reminder - Hadith

I remembered the time when Gaza Crisis occured, I had a dream of being in the saff of mujahidin in Palestine. They are launching Al-Qassam Rockets towards Zionist Residence. It was one of my beautiful dreams I ever had. O Allah please let me die there, and give me the syahadah.

Allahummarzuqnasy Syahadah .. Allahumma amitni Syahiida .. Ameen ya Rabb, ya Ilaahi.


The beginning

I just returned from my friend's wedding. Akh Qamarul Naim & Ukht Khairah Abd Halim. I was happy, for a second time (the first time was Suhail's). Congrats to both of you. May Allah bless you in whatever condition you are (sounds familiar ?). It's just the beginning .. of the spouses-syarie-dakwie life.

The walimatul urus was a double celebration. It's Akh Qamarul Naim and Akh Sirojul Afkar (one of my best seniors in Tanta). Well, the majlis was good. Too good for me (Allah knows me and my condition, of course). Allah has made His plans and I'm walking on His plan with grateful and greedy to be blessed by His infinite Mercy.

Then the familiar questions were asked to me ; (just so you know) ;
"Mil, Qamarul dah, Suhail dah .. enta bile plak?"
"Mil, baju pengantin dah .. bile nak dapat pengumuman ?"
"Mil, mabruk mil" (So well said these days - even if there's no reason)
"Mil, enta bile nak menyusul ? batch enta dua orang dah ?"

And so it went on and on .. (just like my sisters have been having when they went to their friends' weddings, we are destined to be this kind of people, maybe). A simple man from a simple but maybe too simple family. But don't worry, we are as happy as you never were. (I don't want to explain more about it).

For this common question, I've noticed the normal answer, it is ;
"Ana tunggu enta dulu la" - but I don't feel like to use this.

I didn't answer too much ; it's just ..
"Doakan la ana supaye Allah tentukan yang terbaik" and many answers that contained the words 'pray' and my smily face.
My heart says ; Allah knows.

I made my life till these days with His guide. I made my way to Egypt, and the decision was right and I thought it's the best for me. I don't make decision easily. Maybe for some people will think I'm a slow person. I don't want to be deffensive, but it's just I don't get my heart really closed to the thing I supposed to decide. I'll wait till Allah shows His sign, then my heart will feel relieved and I will follow the divine instinct, which is the best friend of Iman.

It's just one of my steps to find the Redha of My Creator. I once heard the quote ;

One of the sign for the one who has got the redha from Allah is, let Allah make the decision.

How ? You pray and ask Allah to choose the best for you then you will see the sign, maybe from your clean heart, or your divine instinct, or from your Iman or from anything, that could lead to the decision.

Most important, the decision must be made.

Afterall, I've made my decision and I am clear for what I've decided.
Allah knows.

When you feel like flying,
But you don't really think that you can fly,
It's just one thing you're always denying,
You're just a human who could never fly.

It's good and it never be better from itself when it shows its goodness.

Later.
Salam.