I now.

Salam,

I am now in Tanta. Looking for something to jot. Maybe many things.



Priority now : Study for Fasal Awwal Exam

Books now : Bi ayyi Qalbin Nalqahu (With what kind of Heart Will I Meet HIM) - Dr. Khalid Abu Syadi, Ar-Raheeq Al-Maktum (Seerah) - Sofiyyur Rahman Al-Mubarakfuri, Sina'atul Hayah (Live Making) - Abu Ammar ----- actually these books are all halfway read.. haha.. biase la tu



Books for Priority : Tuhfatut tulab fi ilmil i'rab - Nahu Sorof, Tafsir Ayat Al-Ahkam, Tuhfatul Warith - Mustolah Hadith, Tarikh At-Tasyri' Al-Islamiy. 5 subjects for first exam, the last one is English.



Life in Tanta is wonderful.

Pray for OUR (I and all my friends) success.



p/s : Later I blog more, maybe with some pics.

p/s : To live among people is to live in trouble.



Salam.

Miss you all in my homeland.

Life or ..

When it comes to life,

You cannot lie,

It's because ..

Life is always full of lies.



When it comes to life,

You cannot judge,

It's because ..

Life has so many judges.



When it comes to life,

You cannot say,

It's because ..

Life is already saying it.



When it comes to life,

You cannot think,

It's because ..

Life is not even a thing.



When it comes to life,

You cannot cry,

It's because ..

Life has nothing to cry for.



When it comes to life,

You cannot blame,

It's because ..

Life is already a flame.



For it is .. to live is to suffer. And silence is the best friend who never betrays.

Thoughts in the dawn.

From Cairo to Tanta - Wida'an Ya Salam

Salam,
Now that the name awaited to be shown in Maktab Tansiq already done, I got to transfer my living place from Cairo to Tanta. With 5 of my friends that will be going with me to Tanta.

It's been 2 months already, I've been in Cairo with my friends, laughing and crying with them, I felt that they are my family in this Land of Anbiya'. I could feel the 'Dzuq' of Ukhuwwah, for all of my ikhwah here. For the time being, I felt that my homeland in Egypt is Cairo, where majorities of ikhwah live there. Ikhwah are very precious to me, though in Tanta also got some of ikhwah live there, just because I spent my last 2 months in Cairo and in Bawwabah Tsaniah, Hayy Ashir. So many memories to remember, so many things we did together, I just hope it will last and remain forever.

One of the most precious things I got to leave behind is 'As-Salam'. It is the biggest Mosque in Hayy Ashir (or maybe Madinat Nasr?, don't really know). The mosque where I spent my 'khulwah' and 'iktikaf' there. I feel as it is my 'cave'. So I got to leave my precious and valuable cave for a moment, (maybe 4 years or so - to the end of my B.A) then I hope I will remain in Cairo, continuing my study to M.A (Amiin) and so called PhD (Ameen). So, wida'an ya Salam. (wida'an or wada'an? whatsoever, go check the Kitab Sorf)

So that's all I want to jot. Maybe someday I will tell anything about Tanta. I am waiting for more ikhwah in Malaysia will join us in Egypt, it is very wonderful. Never know till you see and feel.

p/s: I will always remember those who in Malaysia, forever you are all in my heart.

p/s: If you don't know how to manage yourself, ask your 'cave'.

Salam to all readers and my family