Surat untuk kawan

salam.
post ini khas untuk kawan yang dah berpisah. dan ia apply kpd smua orang yea.

kawan,
apa kabar keadaanmu di sana? aku harapkan agar engkau di bawah naungan Allah dan rahmat-Nya. tidak mampu untuk aku menjengukmu di sana, mungkin ku harap post ini mampu menyampaikan sapaan khabar panjang untukmu paling kurang.

kawan,
sungguh banyak kenangan bersama-samamu yang susah untuk kulupakan. kenangan bersama kita sangat indah. aku sangat hargai kebersamaan kita. aku sangat rasai kekitaan kita. kita pernah menempuh suka dan duka, bersama-sama.

kawan,
sungguhnya, perpisahan ini siapa pun tak suka, siapa pun pasti pedih kerana kehilangan kawannya, tapi kita telah bertekad bersama, untuk tanamkan dalam diri, bahawa kekuatan itu yg akan kita bina saban hari.

kawan,
aku tidak harap untuk kecewa keranamu, aku juga tidak harap untuk risau dengan keadaanmu, aku hanya berharap agar dirimu menjadi seorang insan terhormat di sisi manusia, aku hanya berharap agar dirimu tidak lupakan nilai murni seorang muslim sejati, yang kita sama-sama bina, aku hanya berharap agar kebersamaan kita selama ini tidak sia-sia. aku yakin dengan janji Allah dalam lisan Rasul-Nya yang menjamin penjagaan Allah kepada sesiapa yang menjaga-Nya.

kawan,
kenangan bersamamu mematangkan aku, berbagai peristiwa kita tempuhi mendidik diriku, segala yang manis kita puji-pujikan, segala yang pahit kita sabar-sabarkan. sungguh, wahai kawanku, kata-kata hikmahmu banyak memberiku semangat, banyak memberi inspirasi dalam hidupku. kini aku hanya mampu berharap agar kita bersama-sama menjejaki realiti dalam hidup ini, hanya mampu aku berharap engkau membuat keputusan sebaiknya.

kawan,
aku ingin kongsikan keyakinanku kepada Allah yang maha mengetahui dan maha penyayang. aku yakini setiap dugaan dan cubaan pasti ada hikmahnya, yang terkadang kita hampir mustahil untuk mengetahuinya.

kawan,
aku pernah meletakkan harapanku padamu wahai kawan, tetapi dirimu itu manusia dan aku juga manusia, mana mungkin ketidaksempurnaan kita mampu melengkapkan harapan itu agar impian kita menjadi nyata. kita tidak pernah mampu melakukan sesuatu tanpa keizinan Allah.

kawan,
pernah ku cuba mengharapkan penggantimu, selepas kita berpisah. sungguh, engkau tiada pengganti. dirimu adalah dirimu, tiada yang pernah mampu menyamai sifatmu. malangnya, aku sedari hakikat ini pada masa yang lewat. kerana tempoh yang panjang berlalu tanpa sedar, bagiku kini cukuplah Allah yang menyempurnakan hidupku dengan sesiapa yang Dia mahu.

kawan,
namamu dalam doaku sentiasa mekar, cita-citamu dalam nostalgia kita bersama sentiasa segar, segala pengajaranmu kepadaku tidak pernah pudar. aku tidak mampu lakukan perkara luar kemampuanku, kerana aku hanya manusia yang menyedari tahap kudrat kita.

kawan,
aku akan biarkan engkau mencari pengganti diri ini, biarlah aku mencari rahmat Ilahi. sekiranya engkau membaca surat ini wahai kawan, ketahuilah ia tidak lain hanyalah tanda rinduku padamu dan prihatinku kepada keadaanmu.

kawan,
akhir kata, aku harap semua yang berlaku itulah yang terbaik bagimu. sekiranya yang berlaku itu sebaliknya, maka janganlah engkau cela melainkan dirimu sendiri. engkau telah pilih jalan yang akan kau lalui. moga-moga kita bertemu di syurga nanti.

selamat jalan, kawan.

jam 11.11 tengahari,
Tanta
Ahmad Syamil

p/s : surat ini terbuka kepada sesiapa yang rasa dirinya baru berpisah denganku ya!

salam.

View it this way

Salam.

Kif hal ? Kuwais? Alhamdulillah. I'm half-good, insyaAllah, in and out.
Currently I'm always thinking the relationship between human and nature, religion and nature, sense and nature, and of course, dakwah and nature. I'm just trying to live in this deep thoughts, to deepen my faith to my Lord.

These days, I like watching nature. I like to see trees, forest, sunrise, sunset, farm, full moon, and last but not least, himars, and etc. It's just the sense of finding something hidden in them. For so many reasons Allah has created them, for so many reasons people cannot find every single thing in them, and for so many reasons Allah has covered it to certain people and uncovered it to others.

It's just one of my way to be one of Ulil Albab - the men of understanding.

Allah said in surah Ali Imran : 190 ;

Verily! In the creation of heavens and earth, and in the alternation of night and day, there are indeed signs for men of understanding

Those who remember Allah always ... (you can see the ayat 191 and so on)

Subhanallah. For all creatures there must be signs for us. Things to ponder.

One day, I read the verse in Surah Ibrahim ayat 24-27 ;

"See you not how Allah sets forth a parable ? A goodly word as a goodly tree, whose root is firmly fixed, and its branches (reach) to the sky (i.e very high) , giving its fruit at all times, by the Leave of its Lord, and Allah sets forth parables for mankind in order that they may remember. And the parable of an evil word is that of an evil tree uprooted form the surface of earth, having no stability. Allah will keep firm those who believe, with the word that stands firm in this world, and in the Hereafter, And Allah will cause to go astray those who are Zalimun, and Allah does what He wills"

I see the point here is the Iman and tree. See how the strong faith could do? It could result to any wonderful,good, strong, firmly fixed thing, just like a tree, a good one.

Strengthen your faith, and put your trust to the maximum, then you'll see the result, of the fixed root.

Treasure your Iman, see Allah in everything. For He is the first in Iman. Try to create a good relationship to the angels, try to communicate with them. Then go to Kitab or more specific Al-Quran. Read it, tadabbur it, cry for it, for it is the best words ever written, recited and read. For it's the light for it's reader. It's the hidayah. Try to not ever neglect to read it everyday.
And so on and on.

If you're serious on taking care of your faith, you would've tried every possible way to get closer to Allah. Seriously.

The mukmin is like a tree. He's a fruity tree, got many leaves, amazes every people who see him, stay and steady in his place. It's just like what Imam Hasan Al-Banna said ;

Be to people like a tree,
Thrown by stones,
And give them (people) its fruits.

Let's together be that kind of tree.

Tonight I saw the full moon. It's full and beautfiul, but tonight it's just cloudy, and I couldn't see it perfectly. So I can't tell you what it looks like. But, let's see what I got from seeing this full moon tonight.

If you can't see Islam clearly and perfectly, how could you make others clear? How could you ever dare to want that every people will understand what you see? If you can't be confident that Islam will rise and rule, how can you make others confident and working with you striving for this big project ?

The point is clear. Be a real mukmin. Find every possible way to it. Then others will follow, for real.

People are always talking,
I don't really feel like to listen,
It's not because they are annoying,
It's just because I am beyond my concern.

Nature speaks to all,
But only certain can hear the voice,
If we can't hear it at all,
It's just because we make so many noise.

A point in midnight.
Tanta
9 Feb 09

It's good,
and it's always doing good

Later.
Salam