Until when ..

Salam,
Thanks for all your visits. Maybe tonight I got something to jot. What Allah gave me some 'ilham' and I would like to share, maybe it contains some meaningful lessons.

A Thought of Patience

Sometimes when you choose your life to be the right things,
For the beginning it would be easy to be consistent,
For it is the starting of your new way of living,
For it is .. the first step to Heaven.

When you pace on your steps,
You may not know what will you face next,
You may not know that you may collapse,
You will never know .. what other things will you vex.

When you feel you are all alone,
In the path you have chosen,
Gambling your own life to be flown,
In the stream that God has it's 'reason'.

When you are at your most,
Keeping up the good things is your thought,
Things may come unexpected and will result your lost,
You may finally .. blame everything that you sought.

In monologue you will say ..

Until when,
Should I bare that far,
But things go wrong never end,
I never want to curve anymore scar.

But in fact ..

It is you. That result your lost.
Why ?
It's because ..
You cannot bare for it.
So you failed before it.

Allah said in Surah Yunus :

"And follow (O Muhammad) what is revealed upon you, and be patient until Allah shows His steps and judges, and He is The Best Judge."

--(I'm sorry if the translation is not really accurate)--

Let's see in Siirah Nabawiyyah ..

1. After the first revealation (Iqra' bismirabbikallazi khalaq ..), and the prophethood of Nabi Muhammad S.A.W, the wahyu had stopped in about 10 days (or more in other opinions), Nabi S.A.W had climbed one of the mountain in Makkah, and tried to fall down from the peak (trying to suicide), showing that he is hopeless and guideless, but he heard the sound from the sky, telling him : Verily, you are the messenger of Allah, then he returned to home and go to bed shiveringly and wrapped himself with the blanket.. and then Allah revealed : Ya ayyuhal muddathir .. Qum fa andzir.. --- ila akhir). Then Nabi started doing his da'wah. Then the wahyu started to be revealed time by time.

2. When Khadijah R.A and his Uncle (Abu Talib) died, Nabi S.A.W was in very hard condition, Allah brought him to the first meeting to Him in Sidratil Muntaha (the event of Isra' Mi'raj), the event make his heart motivated and strengthen himself to continue his obligation.

So many things you will see more than these, maybe after this we will be more patient, and wait what Allah has destined us.

If you have anything to comment or .. advise for my mistake, I'm so pleased to hear that.
Hope Allah bless you all.

p/s: For your pleasure, please pray for my exam in 5 Jan 08. And please don't forget my friends.

p/s: Sorry for no pics.. so long time ago I put pics in my blog. Sigh.