Alpha To Omega: Until when ..

Monday, December 10, 2007

Until when ..

Salam,
Thanks for all your visits. Maybe tonight I got something to jot. What Allah gave me some 'ilham' and I would like to share, maybe it contains some meaningful lessons.

A Thought of Patience

Sometimes when you choose your life to be the right things,
For the beginning it would be easy to be consistent,
For it is the starting of your new way of living,
For it is .. the first step to Heaven.

When you pace on your steps,
You may not know what will you face next,
You may not know that you may collapse,
You will never know .. what other things will you vex.

When you feel you are all alone,
In the path you have chosen,
Gambling your own life to be flown,
In the stream that God has it's 'reason'.

When you are at your most,
Keeping up the good things is your thought,
Things may come unexpected and will result your lost,
You may finally .. blame everything that you sought.

In monologue you will say ..

Until when,
Should I bare that far,
But things go wrong never end,
I never want to curve anymore scar.

But in fact ..

It is you. That result your lost.
Why ?
It's because ..
You cannot bare for it.
So you failed before it.

Allah said in Surah Yunus :

"And follow (O Muhammad) what is revealed upon you, and be patient until Allah shows His steps and judges, and He is The Best Judge."

--(I'm sorry if the translation is not really accurate)--

Let's see in Siirah Nabawiyyah ..

1. After the first revealation (Iqra' bismirabbikallazi khalaq ..), and the prophethood of Nabi Muhammad S.A.W, the wahyu had stopped in about 10 days (or more in other opinions), Nabi S.A.W had climbed one of the mountain in Makkah, and tried to fall down from the peak (trying to suicide), showing that he is hopeless and guideless, but he heard the sound from the sky, telling him : Verily, you are the messenger of Allah, then he returned to home and go to bed shiveringly and wrapped himself with the blanket.. and then Allah revealed : Ya ayyuhal muddathir .. Qum fa andzir.. --- ila akhir). Then Nabi started doing his da'wah. Then the wahyu started to be revealed time by time.

2. When Khadijah R.A and his Uncle (Abu Talib) died, Nabi S.A.W was in very hard condition, Allah brought him to the first meeting to Him in Sidratil Muntaha (the event of Isra' Mi'raj), the event make his heart motivated and strengthen himself to continue his obligation.

So many things you will see more than these, maybe after this we will be more patient, and wait what Allah has destined us.

If you have anything to comment or .. advise for my mistake, I'm so pleased to hear that.
Hope Allah bless you all.

p/s: For your pleasure, please pray for my exam in 5 Jan 08. And please don't forget my friends.

p/s: Sorry for no pics.. so long time ago I put pics in my blog. Sigh.




2 Comments:

Anonymous naaiemah said...

wei besnye. ok la cite2 sirah always have made me ponder a lot..

slalu2 la share ayat2 quran yang motivational. tau je la kakak kau ni asik down aje kejenye..

10:12 am  
Blogger johanendon said...

erm...

my english was and is not so good as perfect as kamus

tapi..i try to write as well as sampai maknenye

alaika bissobri hatta zuhira ma lam ta'lam

(badai..bajet ayat quran)

~mungkin my post ni ..boleh diletakkan sebagai sekuel bagi ur post

~i try to mengklasifikasikan ur feeling ni sbg futur~opss..tol ke?
~okok... jika dan hanya jika... itu maksud anda..maka..akan ku paham sebegitu (mantiq bebeh)

ape kate kalo aku mentashbihkan post ko kpd pengalaman aku mendaki dan menuruni bukit menggunakan tali/...dalam base omputihnye..climbing n repeling

aku cube memuqarankan keduaduanya

kita@aku adalah pihak aku dan sesiapa yang hendak diwakili oleh aku

bismillah..

1)Repeling.. ketika aku diberikan tali perepell itu...terdetik dalam hati.. wah...boleh ke aku wat ni..?? tinggi dol...dol pon tak tinggi camni...

walhal..aku percaya dan yakin..bahwa..memang aku akan sampai bawah...dengan selamat...
alasan? sebab..aku dah pasak tol2 pemasak di base tempat aku akan repel tu...

once dah kuat pasak..insyaallah...akan selamat sampai ke bawah...tak kesah aa..laju ke..pelahan ke...terus menjunam ke...yang penting tau.. memang akan sampai bawah

dan aku pon turun aa..sesikit..mengikut kaedah2nye...kalo berenti sat pon...just nak rehat..tayah riso...dan..terbukti..selamat...

2)climbing...ketika aku diberikan tali climbing...perasaan takut tu kekadang tade...sebab kite pandang atas..(len a..ko ngade pandang bawah)...kita akan yakin utk terus panjat(dengan syarat tak tengok bawah)..malah kekadang teristi'jal plak..sebab excited sgt

kite start ngan pasak key die..kat satu batu...patu akan terus panjat..samapai satu point..kite pacak lagi satu...dan kite amek balek yang awal tadi...utk kite pasak kat satu lagi point di atas...

tak disangka2 sangka..belum sempat nak pasak yang satu lagi tu...kita tegelincir...atau pon..something yg dimuradifkan kepadanya...

tepeliot..lalu jatuh...

alhamdulillah..ade pasak yang di bawah sikit...tak le jatuh sampai ke bumi

maka..kat situ..kita tau...wah~climbing tougher...sekali pon kita tau... hujung die kat ne...belum tentu mudah nak sampai sana..tapi..kita tetap yakin gaban...boleh sampai...
walaupon..risiko..tepeliot tu..banyak...

kalo tepeliot..pon..jatuh sikit je.. tak aa sampai bumi...

tapi..kalaulah tade pasak yang kat bawah sket.. huh..jatuh..samapi bumi tu..isk2..nauzubillah

~~ok..aa..aku tak pasti sampai makne tak...
tapi..aku cube maksudkan..
yang "game" yang kite ngah "main" ni adalah the tougher..

kita bukan main repeling...yang hanya memasakkan base..kemudian nasiru ala torqihi...tade masalah...

we r the climber bro!...semangat kita berkobar2...degupan nadi kita lagi laju.. tujuan kita pasti...tapi..jalannya tak pasti... sebab tu utk ready dengan jalan yang tak pasti tu.. kita selalu buat pasak bile sampai point tertentu....rehat kita..adalah rehat yang sentiasa memerhati pasak itu..samada beliau itu solih lagi tak..

Jadi..mel.. kita memang bersemangat..dan kita akan juga teruji...dengan itu...kita selalu..jaga pasak kita selalu...naik je kite ke satu point further..kita dah pikir nak wat pasak..

ok~atmamtu..

assalam

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9:18 pm  

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